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Smile.
Your words, they burn, and the crackling embers sear my once beating heart. All you say is truths, I know, but for once All I prayed for was a lie. Eyelids, fluttering softly over waterfalls of tears. I stifle it all and force a smile, though behind these tired eyes, beneath that plastered smile, there is defeat. You speak, your raspy voice offering a logic I can never refute. Trembling, as a brittle autumn leaf in the breeze, I collect myself. I nod, knowing you're right and don again the forced smile-- maybe it can conceal the drops forming in my eyes, clinging to my lashes longing to trail their way down my cheeks. I try to speak once, twice-- my whole mouth becomes an arid desert and I forget how to form the right words so I just smile, praying to whatever God may exist in this life to take mine from me.
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Crave.
The crickets, singing the minutes away.
It feels like an eternity stretches between us.
I sit, under stars the same as you
and I try to hold on another night without
   your tender kiss, setting my skin ablaze.
Silence creeps on, filling the emptiness.
One day things will be different; someday.
Tears well from the depths of my loneliness.
And with the tears come all the fears
     that I'm doing everything wrong.
The beat of my heart slows, I feel you.
Through the miles, the cosmos speak for us.
Even through the empty silence and distance
everything I have to give will always be yours,
    awaiting your presence, I crave all of you
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Wait.
Naked and exposed she let her heart out to feel again only to watch in horror as it was flayed before her very eyes. The words of her favorite song repeat in her mind, 'if he's not here, then where?' She knows the answer, he's in her arms. He's doing what he needs to do since she cannot offer him what someone else can. Hoping he finds comfort, praying for his solace and caring only that he meet his needs, her sense of worth plummets and she gives into the despair. She had let her guard down. She had wanted, needed, to feel something and she went too far. She could do nothing but wait. So that's what she did...
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Every day.
If you looked deep into her eyes you'd see.. She was screaming for help from her very depths. In silence, she suffered, begging for someone to notice..
And as silence continually enveloped her, all sense of self worth began to fade. Laughter became empty, smiles; hollow. Every passing day began to turn into one perpetual nightmare.
She became less trusting, building back up the wall that had been broken through. Searching through empty minutes for something, anything to feel. Anything that wasn't the sorrow she knew.
Everyone living their lives and going on like always, she tried.. She cried. The simple pleasures became empty and she just willed herself to keep moving.
Tears, like crystalline rivers flowed from her eyes and carved their paths down her face. She felt stronger but only because new pillars had replaced the ones that once kept her wall standing. A stronger, thicker wall had grown in its place.
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Your words, they burn, and the crackling embers sear my once beating heart. All you say is truths, I know, but for once All I prayed for was a lie. Eyelids, fluttering softly over waterfalls of tears. I stifle it all and force a smile, though behind these tired eyes, beneath that plastered smile, there is defeat. You speak, your raspy voice offering a logic I can never refute. Trembling, as a brittle autumn leaf in the breeze, I collect myself. I nod, knowing you're right and don again the forced smile-- maybe it can conceal the drops forming in my eyes, clinging to my lashes longing to trail their way down my cheeks. I try to speak once, twice-- my whole mouth becomes an arid desert and I forget how to form the right words so I just smile, praying to whatever God may exist in this life to take mine from me.

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misledone
Sarah
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Cali, yo!
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXXXXXL
Favourite genre of music: Punk, Emo, Indie
Favourite style of art: Pixel Art, Photography, Jewelry
Operating System: Windows
Favourite cartoon character: Peter Griffin as 'A Tumor'
Personal Quote: Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it.
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:icondamaimikaz:
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Woah! Thanks for the watch :dummy:
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SiguneRose Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2013
I do that from time to time!
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OphanimGothique Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012
Forum X?
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misledone Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmm?
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OphanimGothique Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012
Hmm maybe I got you mistaken for someone else? Me and a couple other people are in search of some pixel artists who used to be members of Forum X back in about 2004?
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misledone Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Super duper duper late reply as I'm going through nostalgia of old dolling stuff. Yes, I was there!
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dilli-dalli Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2010
Thank you so much for the Watch- I appreciate it! :hug:
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X-LynnMcTavels Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2009
Okay, I have to know. Why did you pick my "Babies" for a favorite? *lol* And I just uploaded that as well, you're quick.
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eloquentllama Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2009
o ____O
thanks for.. the fave.
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JupiterBlossem Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2006  Professional Digital Artist
Thanx for the watch!! :D :glomp: :hug: :cuddle: :blowkiss: :smooch: :love: :smooch: :blowkiss: :cuddle: :hug: :glomp: :D :D :glomp: :hug: :cuddle: :blowkiss: :smooch: :love: :smooch: :blowkiss: :cuddle: :hug: :glomp: :D :D :glomp: :hug: :cuddle: :blowkiss: :smooch: :love: :smooch: :blowkiss: :cuddle: :hug: :glomp: :D :D :glomp: :hug: :cuddle: :blowkiss: :smooch: :love: :smooch: :blowkiss: :cuddle: :hug: :glomp: :D :D :glomp: :hug: :cuddle: :blowkiss: :smooch: :love: :smooch: :blowkiss: :cuddle: :hug: :glomp: :D
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